I'm writing this as you sleep on our bed and me on Tates. As I look at you I wonder what the future holds for us and it scares me. I want to take walks with you under the stars. I want to dance in the rain with you. I dream of laying on the ground looking up at the stars. Live life in color. But instead we lay in bed and watch TV and sleep and sleep and sleep. It's mundane and boring. And I wonder is their life out there!!!!
