Scared?

when God calls you to do something do it even if it scares you, you will be bless.

another ride with my father...

Yesterday I went on another ride with my dad and this time we got lost!!! I never know where we are going when I hop on the back of his scooter but I put my trust in him to get me back home safely.

I love riding with him because it helps me build my relationship with God, my heavenly father.

It was a cold ride and my dad blocked the wind from me and kept me warm just like God does for was when I am tempted. He blocks it and helps me find a way out.

When we got lost my dad didn't lose faith or give up on getting home just like God didn't give up on me or lose faith in me when I lost my way.

Just like I put complete trust in my dad I also but complete trust in God.

Focus on HIM

It seems like its been a while since I blogged. Its not that I have nothing to write, its that I have so much to write when I go to write a blog I don't know what to write about that won't take all day to read :)

Like I said in my previous post I found a church and am getting involved. I get to meet the youth leaders tommorrow and hopefully can spend some time working with them. I still haven't found a job but I just keep my focus on God and know that he will provide for me. Sometimes I get bored but I just remember thatI have to continue to focus on HIM.

God is using different situations to lead me more and more to him. I have some mormons that keep coming by and we take time to talk about what they believe and what I believe. It has been really good for me to strengthen my walk with him. Some of the stuff they believe just boggles my mind and leads me to pray for them and the truth.

Life has its ups and downs turns and twists and its muds and mucks but I know that I just need to focus on God and take it bit by bit and I will be ok.

rounding the corner....

The bible tells us how we are running a race and how we need to persevere. I think about that alot when i look at my life. I am one that thinks about my life alot; the past, the present and the future. When i think about the past i think about all the choices i made in my life. Some choices were really dumb and i wonder why did i ever choose that. I also think about where i could have been if i would have not chosen that choice. I find myself getting upset alot when i think about the past because of where it has lead me which is here and now, the present.

Jobless, bored out of my mind, lonely at times, left with me, God and my thoughts. A week ago I just existed. I knew what i needed to do. I knew what God wanted me to do. He has been telling me to do it since i moved back home. He wanted me in church and involved. He didn't care where or how or when, He knew like i knew that i needed to be around him and his people. He knows how i have this passion burning inside me that has been dying to get out and its the spirit of God but i need the church and the church needs me. We were created to be around people as we glorify God. I can't do it alone. So I am rounding the corner ( one of many) in my race and as i press on to the future I might not have a job that pays me money but i do have a job from God and that is to Get involved in church. I have friends, true friends near and far.

Yeah i made some lousy choices in my life but those lousy choices led me to here and to a very promising future. I am looking forward to it and this time I pray i won't take my eyes off of God.

Also to my anymous friend; Thanks for your support. To know someone is there for me and i don't even know who it is helps. an email would be cool though ;).