The bible tells us how we are running a race and how we need to persevere. I think about that alot when i look at my life. I am one that thinks about my life alot; the past, the present and the future. When i think about the past i think about all the choices i made in my life. Some choices were really dumb and i wonder why did i ever choose that. I also think about where i could have been if i would have not chosen that choice. I find myself getting upset alot when i think about the past because of where it has lead me which is here and now, the present.
Jobless, bored out of my mind, lonely at times, left with me, God and my thoughts. A week ago I just existed. I knew what i needed to do. I knew what God wanted me to do. He has been telling me to do it since i moved back home. He wanted me in church and involved. He didn't care where or how or when, He knew like i knew that i needed to be around him and his people. He knows how i have this passion burning inside me that has been dying to get out and its the spirit of God but i need the church and the church needs me. We were created to be around people as we glorify God. I can't do it alone. So I am rounding the corner ( one of many) in my race and as i press on to the future I might not have a job that pays me money but i do have a job from God and that is to Get involved in church. I have friends, true friends near and far.
Yeah i made some lousy choices in my life but those lousy choices led me to here and to a very promising future. I am looking forward to it and this time I pray i won't take my eyes off of God.
Also to my anymous friend; Thanks for your support. To know someone is there for me and i don't even know who it is helps. an email would be cool though ;).
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