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I have been home for a couple days and since i have been home I have visit many people and saw some familiar places. I have been away from Indiana for about six months so i am glad that I was able to come back and see my family and friends. It didn't take long to relize that I don't belong here. Things haven't changed. The minute i walked through the door at my house i took on the same roll that made me want to leave. When i went to visit the church that i belonged too it hasn't changed at all. There is no growth or progression. Going to Warsaw to vist friends just wasn't a heart warming feeling. I love my family and friends here in Indiana but i don't get excited like i do when i think about traveling or going to florida. I have grown so much since i have been gone so coming back a different person to a place that hasn't changed it a litte hard.
Sunday as i was sitting in church I swear I have listen to that sermon every year around Christmas. I didn't really listen to it because it was just so blah. I can tell that this is not the place for me. It is just so interesting that the place that most of your loved ones live is the one place you don't want to be.