Its been a while

I know its been a while but i actually have a life know and a family to take care of. I am still living in florida and loving it. I am able to be myself and met this really nice girl and i am dating her. yes i did say dating her. I Love her to death and i love her kids. i don't have alot of time to write my last four months that i journeyed through and wrestled through but i have changed alot with the way i think and my outlook on life. I have wrestled with God in ways that i never thought i would wrestly with him but my eyes have been opened ( and shut) to alot of things.