Update

Sorry I know i was suppose to blog yesterday but the computers were busy when i came to the library.

I read this book this past week and i learned how I am always wanting to help people. I don't like and have hard time buying stuff for myself. I learned that I don't feel wanted or loved if I don't "earn" it buy doing something for the person that says the love me. I guess its hard for me to just be loved just because. God simply loves me and love you. I am learning that alot. I am doing alot of reading so if anyone has a suggestion of a book for me to read let me know.

Also something i noticed with living with my dad is i still have that kid inside me that can't wait for daddy to get home. I have to hold back from running to the door when i see the car pull up. when he gets home i stop what i am doing just to hang out with him. :)

I didn't get the job i had a interview for but i know i need to trust in God he will lead the way.