Good morning

Today is my second day of no facebook.  I wanna get on it because I want people to know what I have to say. But I wonder if people even really care what I have to say? Not having facebook as really made me start thinking about this illusion that Facebook gives people.  Like the illusion of friends. .. just cause we are friends on Facebook does that really mean we are friends in life? I'm blessed to be able to have lived before facebook and it was a whole different concept back than. You went outside and played with your friends. You had sleep overs with them and you got in the mud and got dirty. And there was a computer screen or phone between you and them.  Facebook has became a very addicting part of society and everything including our emotions are based on what the Facebook world has to say about us. Everyone has an opinion about everything.
        I find myself wanting what I had with Raelynne but then again I wonder if it was just an illusion she put on. I wonder if she got too scared and backed out or if she didn't want to hurt me so she just stopped. 
    Hmmm lol I bet you there Is a pattern in my blogs. Anyways life is life :)