it was suppose to be relaxing

Wow two posts in one day i must be bored :)

there is so much on my mind i don't even know what to write or where to start. today has been a pretty exhausting day. i planned on just laying on the couch all day and relaxing and all i wanted to get done was my monthlys but that didn't happen because the boys end up comimg home from there concert and they wanted to watch 24 and falling asleep and so i decided to do my monthlys and i swear i was on my phone more today then i have been all week. if it was me calling someone to help with my monthlys it would be a friend that i haven't talked to in a long time so i would want to pick up and talk for a little bit but i couldn't talk for long cause i wanted to get my monthlys done. i finally got them done. then my roomate decided to tell me that she clogged the toliet and she would fix it later. then she came back in to inform me that she was going to go home because i won't let her into my life and wanted to know if i was offended and i told her i wasn't offended but she needs to fix the toliet before she left and i think i might have offended her because she looked a little mad. i know she wants to get to know me but honestly i told her about my struggle and that is huge that i told her that because i still have friends that don't even know about that so i told her the hugest thing in my life. Anyways she ended up going home and not fixing the toliet so now i will go in there and try to unclog it everyonce in a while but honestly it stinks so bad that i can't stay in there long. so now i am here all alone. it is kind of a good think but can also be a negative thing. well thats been my day.