i was coming home yesterday after a long day of doing 7 shows at a school and my co worker starting to ask me questions and talk a bout how she doesn't feel wanted because i would rather hang out with just ashley. Now i have to say that this really frustrated me and i kept most of my emotions inside because i knew i could have gone hay wire on her. here is the deal i can understand more when my friends that i have been friends for a long time come up to me and say something along those lines but i don't even really know this girl and honestly i don't really want to get to know her but that is besides the point. when she says that she is pretty much jealous of ashley or our friendship or whatever it is that is not my problem and i am not going to stop being ashley's friend to make her feel wanted. she told me that she had a friendship before like i have with ashley and it didn't work out. well i am sorry it happened that way but that is your life not mine and i am fine just hanging out with ashley while i am at camfel. that doesn't mean i won't hang or talk to anyone else here i just prefer chillin with ashley because i know i don't have to jump through hoops to please her or she doesn't spring some surprise on me that she doesn't feel wanted because i have weekly telephone dates with my other friends back home. why can't i just chill with the people i want to chill with.
Side note: i do not like MACs
1 comment:
Dottie, I don't feel wanted because you are typing a blog, and not talking to me.
:-)
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