JML

Dear JML,

I have been thinking about you alot lately and i have alot that i want to tell you. However your phone is off and I dont want to go looking for you if you dont want to be looked for so I decided to write you one here. I know our God and if  He wants you to see this then you will if not then at least I got it off my mind and out of my system.

 First of all i want to tell you that I miss you alot and think of you always. I hope your doing good and growing deeper with your walk with God.  I find myself upset with you at times but thats just because there are alot of things that are unknown to me and also the fact that I have a friend that I cant talk to right now. You were and are a true friend to me and I meant that when i told you that your friendship with me is not connected with your relationship to my brother. I miss you and miss hearing about your life and telling you about my life. But i rest in the fact that I know God has you in his loving arms and everything will be ok.

Now I want to thank you!!! I dont know if it should be a thank you but I do want you to know that there has been some good that came out of this experience and  i know if it hasnt happened already there will be more good  that comes out of it.  I have found the love of my life. He has always been right in front of my face i just didnt want to admit it.  I am so happy and very very scared but I just know that the scary part is good and i can go through it.

I truly hope you find true love someday, if its my bro good if not then so be it. As long as you continue to put God number 1 and He loves and respects you. I know why you did what you did but just know I pray for you and wish the best for you.

Love always
ME