If you never loved me why did you acted like it . If you never loved me why did you show me you did. Why did you touch my face and send me all those texts? Why did you lead me down a road of a belief that was a lie. If you never loved me why did you mess with my heart like you did. Now as I have to deal with this pain of hurt you go on like nothing happened. You moved on and don't give it a second thought of the pain and anger you've stirred up inside me. You don't think twice about the lie you made me believe that cuts deep inside my soul. As you lie their next to him... As you squeeze him tightly and tell him how you love his face and miss his face. How you run your hand through his hair and down the side of his face, your blind to the fact that you fucked with my head and got deep into my soul. And you than you wonder why I spaz out. You wonder why I act the way I do. Maybe because you never loved me and yet acted as you did and it flipped a switch inside me that I can't seem to flip back. Maybe because you didn't listen to me when I told you to be open and honest. You truly are not like anyone I have ever met. You hurt me deeper than anyone I have ever known and you will never realize the damage you truly have done. HOWEVER, I will not let you strip me of the person I am ! I will just be more cautious! I will not let you take everything away from me, I will live on! I will move on! I will not let you control me or my feelings any longer. I will love again! and I will dream again! and I WILL BELIEVE AGAIN!!! BECAUSE ENDLESS POSIBILITIES ARE POSSIBLY ENDLESS!!!! I WILL SING AND I WILL DANCE! I WILL NOT LET YOU WIN!!!
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