so i am still asking myself the question Who am i? the other day i was thinking about how i have tried so hard to "fix" myself so i can become perfect but it isn't working and it seems like there is always something to work on or something i could change. i have gotten myself so far into this that i forgot who i was and what i like to do. So as i was sitting in class yeasterday i told my friend that i am tired of trying to "fix" my problems because i am not enjoying life doing it and things pass me by and i miss out on them. So as i started to think about this i realized that i like wearing my hat and i like hanging with the people i hang with. i like talking the way i do and i enjoy sharing my heart. i love the lord and i like serving other people. i like sleeping and i love to eat. these things i like to do. i also like wearing the clothes that i wear.
Others tend to want me to wear different clothes and act a certain way. i have recently realized thanks to my dad that i only get be me and that is what i am good at doing so that is what i am going to do even if that means pissing other people off.
this week i realized quickly that some people just have this interpertation that there is the right way to act and a wrong way to act but as far as i am concerned i am just going to act like me because i am simply me and am no one else other then me
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