i have been in florida for about a month now and the one thing that i have realized more and more is that people only care about you when it is convient for them. i am learning what it is like to become a true friend and how a true friend sticks with you when you are the most unpleasent person to be around. True friends are ther with you through the good and the bad.
Last night i went to church to see some people and talk to them and i was really disappointed by the reaction i got. Now i know it isn't all about me and i don't want it to be but i would like to at least get a hi and talk a little to them. i also wouldn't like to get interrupted every freaken time i tried to speak. One of the main reason i went besides the fact that Ashley told me i was going because i couldn't make up my mind was because i wanted to get a book from keith and because keith told me to tell ashley that she has to go. So pretty much it was to see keith and he didn't even say one word to us. it gets frustrating.
It gets even more frustrating when your so called friends back home don't even seem to have time for you anymore. i understand that people get busy and i am not the one thing on their mind but why make a big deal about me or anyone calling or hanging out if they don't want to talk or do anything.
i know i haven't been a great friend to them the last year and a half and I have chose to choose to hang out with ashley most of my time that i have but in all honesty i am starting to think that i made a good choice.
all in all it just isn't something i am use to and i thought i had a better group of friends. anyways i am done talking.
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