pay it forward

i got up this moring to go to the bathroom around 1ish and after that i had a restless sleep. i kept waking up because i could not get a thought out of my mind. i watched the movie pay it forward before i went to bed and for some reason i thought about how cool it would be to actually implement it in my own life. so my mind started flowing and i thought about how i could talk to dr manahan (Grace college president) and see if he would talk to dane miller( big shot at zimmer) and tell them both of my idea and see if dane miller would give my sister a job there along with her boyfriend so they can move to warsaw and start over. i even thought about telling dane how my sister smokes pot and ask him to give her a month to get it out of her system and also go and extra stretch and find her a place to live. pretty much give her a begining of a new life so she can start over and make better choices. it worked out pretty good in my mind but i quickly came back to reality and realized that people aren't like this and things don't go as perfect as i dream about them in my head. It would be really cool if things would go like that and we could do stuff for others that could truly change their life. if it were possible i would be so busy because i have so many people that i would want to help change their circumstances. hopefully they might pay it forward but i just wish i could actually do the things i think and dream about doing to make people's life easier for them.