Confession

Have you ever confessed to someone that you wronged them? How does it feel afterwards? I did something wrong this past week and it has been eating me alive. I haven't been the same person. I was distant from this person. All week i just wanted to avoid them cause i knew i wronged them. I wrestled with it because what i did was out of my character to do and i never thought i would do this.

As the week progressed i tried to push in behind me and not focus on it but every time i went to read my bible or do my study there it was staring me in the face. I would push it away and try to keep reading telling myself it will be ok i will forget all about it.

Today as i was reading i couldn't get past it. I couldn't let it go. I had to get it off my chest and i had to confess. So i did. By confessing off came the mask. when i confessed i also lied because i was asked before if i ever had done it and i said no. By confessing i admitted that i had wronged them and i lied to them.

They are already past it and over it but i am not because I hurt them and i don't like hurting my friends. i know that i am forgiven and i feel a lot lighter but I don't like what i did.

Remember that blog that i posted about how hard it would be to live for a year without lying well it is because i failed that to.