Have you ever done something that sorry could not make better? Its so weird to me but i was thinking how we think the word sorry will make our wrongs disappear and make the pain leave the person that you hurt. Last week I hurt the one person in my life that truly meant something to me. I want to make things better and I want for them to stop hurting. I didn't want to hurt them but I wasn't thinking of them at the time. Instead I was thinking of myself. After i told them the truth all i could think of saying was "I am sorry" but that didn't help this time. "Sorry" was just another word to them and it didn't make their pain go away.
These last couple of days i have come to learn that i am starting to care more about them as a person then the friendship that I hid behind. I have lost alot of credit for what i did and i deserve it. It hurts that i don't get to be in there life and all my trust is gone and "sorry" isn't going to make it better. i have been doing alot of thinking about this and this has shown me how my actions do affect others and how thinking before acting does one good.
today i decided that i didn't really want to talk to anyone and so i didn't. At least when i don't talk i don't do something i will later regret. My mom told me that one day my mouth would get me into trouble but i never expected it would be like this.
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