I have been sitting here tonight thinking of my life and how much of my life rubs off onto other people. I have thought of all the people that have influenced me in one way or another. As i sit here and think about people i don't even know but have just seen as i live my day to day life and how they have influenced the decisions i make in my life. You come into contact with so many people in a day and they influence it one way or another. I thought about all the people i have influenced in some way. People i don't even know could have been influenced by me just by something i did. I am influenced by alot of people.
As i live with my nephew dj and he watches me and how i act to certain things he is being influenced by my life. it makes me think about what kind of life i want to live and need to live. We aren't here for ourselves to do as we please. we have responsibilities to others as well as to God. We need to stop being selfish and live our lifes like God would want us to.
I think about how many selfish things i choose everyday. i would rather play on the computer or text my friends then play with my nephew. I get mad when people interrupt me when i am talking to my friends. when it come to my friends i can become a monster when that is taken away from me. I am being selfish and telling my nephew that he comes second.