No phone!

i have been doing alot better than i thought i would without my phone. i do have to say that i honestly am having a hard time not being able to text my friend and i think that i will not take it for granted when i get to have my phone back. hopefully i will be geting one on friday. i didn't pay my phone bill because i was irresponsible and i want to go to another carrier. anyways it has not been easy. i have found myself all alone with my thoughts and i can't just pull out my phone and text people stuff as i think of it. like today on the way down to chapel a kids chain came off as he was riding down rody hill and he about wrecked it was funny and i wanted to share it with my friend but couldn't. so hopefully i will be able to stay calm and collective for two more days.