i have been learning how sometimes the right thing hurts. the other day i was talking to my friend and she has a choice to make so she asked me what should she do. i honestly wanted to tell her that she needed to make tha choice that involved getting to hang out with me but i knew that wasn't the one that she needed to hear or the right answer. i knew she needs to to the other choice. in all honestly i didn't want to tell her that because i wanted to be selfish but i have been learning that sometimes life isn't about me and that it is ok. i also have learned that i like to control things and i can't always do that either. i find myself wanting to freak out and start saying stuff but i don't and i see how it works out to be nothing at all and how God has is hand in life.
i have also realized that in order to be me i have to admit that i really do love God and i want to get to know him better. i have been missing that part of my life. i am me and God made me me and i am glad that i am me. the more comfortable i am with me being me i have notice the things i hold dear to my heart are purer and closer also.
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