Thursday, October 23, 2014

Do I love her? Do I love her not?

At times I wonder if I really am in love with her and other times I wonder how could I not be in love with her.  There are days that I hurt so much from the pain she caused me. I wonder if it was all just a big game to her and she knew how she was fucking with my head. Then there are those days that I really wonder if she could even have it in her to be so cold.
  When she is gone for a period of time I start missing her. I really don't think she purposefully set out to fuck with my head. She just isn't that type of person but I don't believe she realized what she was getting herself into when she met me.  I don't think she believed just how real i was.

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