Leaning on God

I am learning to lean on God more and more . My counseling session got canceled again and i am a little frustrated with the whole thing. I know that things have came up on boths sides that has caused it to be canceled. I just want someone to talk to that is someone that I can trust. ever since I left florida I am learning that there aren't many people that I can trust. Coming back to Indiana and talking to people here I am disagreeing with what they are telling me. These people don't really know what has happened in the last couple of months. So it is hard to talk to them about my issues because they don't focus on my issue of dependence but they focus on the people in my life. Anyway since I haven't had counseling and I am tired of feeling like I can't talk to other people because they just keep telling me that i am lost and i can't see straight because i am so lost in my dependence which tha angers me. I am learning that I need to seek god and ask him. I need to start having relationship with him and talking to him about it. So as I was asked today a question that I have been stirring on for a while now I am starting to learn that It doesn't matter what people say or what they think it only matters on what God says and what he thinks. I am learning to lean on him and let him tell me what I need to do. When I do that I don't worry as much and I am ready to take on anyone.