Never Let Go

Okay, so I am not usually this vulnerable on here or I haven't been writing with the thought that a certain somebody would read this. ( its be really freeing being able to not worry or care who is reading this) but tonight I am honestly writing this and praying that someone is reading this. Yeah I could email them but even though it has to do with them its not completly about them.

I was hanging out with a friend today. we spent the day going to church and watching movies. All day today I had one friend in mind and everything I was doing I thought about them. While I was at church today I was talking to a lady there and she was telling about the kids that she picks ups and brings to church. They need guidance and people to love on them. I can do that.

When I was watching movies today I thought about my life and people in my life. I watch The guardian and The story of Ron Clark. As I watched the guardian I caught the ending song called Never let go. Through out the movies you see how people don't give up on people. You see how Kevin Costner takes Ashton under is wings and helps him through his struggle. As I sat in my friends room listening to this song I just thought how even though i am no longer around this person and people will never understand or get it but i will never let go completly. It goes beyond my dependence. I will admit it was not good for me to be there and I had to let go of some things for my own mental health and spritual health but there is still a part of me that really cares and will always care about my friend as a person and I will never let go. I will always be there whenever she needs me. Whether it be just a text to say hey or a phone call crying out for help I will be there. People always wonder why I can't just let go of friendships or friends. I think about it over and over and I don't have a great answer. the only thing I got is because deep down inside of me i know that they are worth it and i will never let go of something that has value. here is the song that I listened to hope you enjoy.....



YOU ARE WORTH IT!!!!!!