things I have learned

Today i learned that I am a savior. I am always wanting to help the people i care about and don't like it when they help me. I learned that i never tend to my own needs whether it be me tending to them or anyone else.
I learned that i really don't trust God because if i did then i would let hime take care of his people instead of always butting in and trying to make someone better or help someone stop hurting.
I learned that I am not vulnerable with people. Yeah i share some things but i don't share the scary things.
I learned that i am scared to be honest with people because if i am honest then i will be abandoned.

There was alot of stuff i learned about myself and one thing that i learned was i need to start to focus on myself and get my needs met. I need to bask in God's love and let other people love me. I also need to let go of trying to make other people stop hurting and trust that God will take care of their needs. Afterall he did create them and he knows them better then anyone else.

SO WHAT AM I GOING TO DO WITH THIS KNOWLEDGE:

I am going to embrace lives opportunities and start accomplishing what i want to do.

I am going to let God show me his wonderful love

I am going to allow others to meet my needs

And the hardest one of all, I am going to give God his place back and start trusting him that he will help and love those that I deeply care about and just want the best for them.

After all there is only one true Savior and I am not him